How I interpret one of my life's most major catalyst...

[Adonai One]

I do things for people when I am in resonance with the things that are desired. I do not do otherwise as to do otherwise is to commit a hateful act towards the self. I managed to seduce a wife. I do things, Spaced. Do I need to learn self-sacrifice?

I've managed robotics teams, I've ran on track teams. I've done tons of team efforts with people praising me. I don't think that's my problem. If I gave you references to people I used to know, it would be clear I am very sociable; however, very emotionally quiet.

I can form bonds. I just cannot feel them.

My main code is I only do things I enjoy.