How I interpret one of my life's most major catalyst...

[vervex]

Thank you anagogy, I highly resonate. I've been trying to find what was wrong with me all this time, or how to cease the (annoying) affliction. In the end, little came out of it as it doesn't seem to come out of a clear imbalance. I'll stick to the "s*** happens" conclusion for now, haha, and move on to not recognizing the entity or the thought-form's power over me for a while, see if it bears results. From a place of acceptance I cannot pretend the entity/thought-form does not exist (attempting to falsify anyone's existence would be denial in my opinion), but I can sure state that it has no influence over my life.

To be continued...