"The experience of no need to find the necessary emolument."

[Adonai One]

I seek the creator. I seek the absolute within this given lifetime. I seek a constant momentum of pleasure in my life. I seek a polarized state of the greatest proportions. The "polarized state" this forum often offers is perpetual self-sacrifice. I often wonder if the forum's idol for the positive polarity is Santa Claus.

The "polarized state" often offered by this forum brings me no further abundance of true beliefs in reality, abilities nor applicable wisdom. In fact, it gives me the same doctrine provided by most educational institutions on "how to be a good person." It is funny how the Ra material often interpreted by the people of this forum is the same stuff humanity has repeated for centuries. I wonder if that was truly intended.