05-30-2014, 10:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-30-2014, 10:42 PM by third-density-being.)
Hello Space cat 
Thank You for Sharing your story. What You wrote about your Aunt touched me deeply. How She must Love Creator to "(..)how she begged god to give her a gift so she can take some burden from god(..)".
As my approach is strongly intelectual I keep realising lately that I lack greatly Love to Creator himself. I think its because I cannot "imagine" him as One. I uderstand Creator as evertying I see/experience and I'm not sure how to Love All, yet.
It was a Pleasure to read your Story. When I read what You felt when You met "The Law of One" and its Teachings, it was as if You were describing mine feelings; I saw myslef in your Words. Amazing feeling.
- and of course this part. I hate to admit, that I had moments in my past, when I was close to do such monstrous thing. "Suicide is Forbidden" is knowledge that should be known to All. When all fails, and even if You waste all of your catalysts (at least in your opinion/understanding) and You cannot see any Hope or even tinies chances for it - your BASIC Honor/Duty is to BE. Be HERE and NOW. What You are experiencing is what You need to progress.
RA said, that in case of suicide Being after physical death must first heal, than Understand and after that prepare set of new catalysts to be able to undergo this Lesson again.
I think it's most likely, that if You are seriously thinking of suicide and You are REALLY prepare to do that - that this is Your next/one-of-many Lesson/Life in which You are experiences planned catalyst of resolving such configurations of experiences/feelings which does not lead to removing your Self from this reality/density.
Once again Thank You for Sharing.
Take Care
Thank You for Sharing your story. What You wrote about your Aunt touched me deeply. How She must Love Creator to "(..)how she begged god to give her a gift so she can take some burden from god(..)".
As my approach is strongly intelectual I keep realising lately that I lack greatly Love to Creator himself. I think its because I cannot "imagine" him as One. I uderstand Creator as evertying I see/experience and I'm not sure how to Love All, yet.
It was a Pleasure to read your Story. When I read what You felt when You met "The Law of One" and its Teachings, it was as if You were describing mine feelings; I saw myslef in your Words. Amazing feeling.
(05-22-2014, 06:31 AM)space cat Wrote: and she also told me that to suicide is forbidden and causes bad karma and I really changed my mind after her.
- and of course this part. I hate to admit, that I had moments in my past, when I was close to do such monstrous thing. "Suicide is Forbidden" is knowledge that should be known to All. When all fails, and even if You waste all of your catalysts (at least in your opinion/understanding) and You cannot see any Hope or even tinies chances for it - your BASIC Honor/Duty is to BE. Be HERE and NOW. What You are experiencing is what You need to progress.
RA said, that in case of suicide Being after physical death must first heal, than Understand and after that prepare set of new catalysts to be able to undergo this Lesson again.
I think it's most likely, that if You are seriously thinking of suicide and You are REALLY prepare to do that - that this is Your next/one-of-many Lesson/Life in which You are experiences planned catalyst of resolving such configurations of experiences/feelings which does not lead to removing your Self from this reality/density.
Once again Thank You for Sharing.
Take Care
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