Why do you believe in the Ra material?

[AnthroHeart]

Even if I didn't have the Ra material, I've still believed that it's possible to have telepathic connection with an ET. I discovered this before I found the Ra material.

Without the Ra material, I might not have had my schizophrenic episodes. Or I may have still had them, but they would have been different, as my beliefs would have been different. I wouldn't have worried about getting harvested negative. That's the greatest fear I've ever had in my life. Without the Ra material I wouldn't have that fear. I tend to feel energy densely in my solar plexus, and that worries me even more.