(06-05-2014, 07:36 AM)Phoenix Wrote: I have had dreams discouraging this line of thought!
I 'd bet money that your dreams are a manifestation of your guilt on these issues rather than actual discouragement.
I say this because I don't see anything you mention as even remotely out of the ordinary. Just sounds like basic sexual desire and acceptance of that desire. A lot of people have trouble with desire , especially sexual desire.
As always, use your own discernment as I could be wrong.