Meditation

[Dani]

You are doing so well, Dani, despite all your problems. What a spirit! Keep up your good work, dear brother!

Thank you, Ankh. I encourage you to live a nice life as well. <3

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My view on meditation after exploring its truest meaning: Willful meditation with a implicit goal in mind is unproductive. It was designed for relaxation and detachment, not for pursuing enlightenment by force.

I'v used force before and although you can get there it's certainly not recommended. I was a bit naive but it was an interesting experience none the less.

Maybe you could try meditation again without force, Rake? Once someone is able to meditate without force, they will find a universe that is incredibly relaxing. There, everything seems to be right. <3

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",,,and things just, you know, cleared up on their own." she says with a laugh while strange pulsations are felt within my skull...but what does she know? After all, she didn't want peace to show its face in our hearts, anyway.

"I think you're done with that-I really do." What does he know? He hasn't felt those feelings or understood those situations and shall remain ignorant simply because of his own chemical functions.

Hey, at least I can still tell where I am.

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One year ago today, I woke in a tense shell with fear while my location wasn't familiar. Every atom that surrounded me in this lack of peace relaxed when my shifting eyes caught the kneading of glorious cotton in the distance. This blanket that shrouded another universe resembled something like Heaven.
When I woke again, the lighter mind functioned as though it inhabited another being. In that moment, all was clear.

With only minor difficulties compared to previous days, I have now made it through a year without painful seizures. Not my most limber imagination could stretch itself to these skies when my body would swallow uncontrollable pain every night.

I hope this will lead me to a new kind of freedom.
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