Wakeing up after falling back to sleep...

[Plenum]

cheers, and welcome to the forums!

Since I was a child i have suffrered with severe emotions of alienation even towards my own family, my younger sister however is the exception for whatever reason who knows, perhaps she is a wanderer too?

yes, alienation seems to be a common symptom of Wanderers. Just an overall sense of 'not fitting in', or some form of incompatibility.

12.30 Questioner: [I just had a] thought. Do any of these Wanderers have physical ailments in this Earth situation?

Ra: I am Ra. Due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, Wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe.

The most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and body complex ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

and yet despite that 'incompatibility' I think there are many things we can do to consciously 'adjust' and adapt to the environment in which we chose to arrive in.

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From the end of 2011 to the begining of 2014 I felt my awakening came to a hault. Like my light had gone out and I was unsure of what path to follow and my spirtaul growth and faith came to an end.

Part of the reason why I am introducing myself to others on this forum now is because I believe once again I am in the process of a spirtaul evolution. I feel much more connected with my soul and spirit and I do believe I am on the path to awakening. I am able to tolerate the earths energies a little easier than prior experiances aswell with others and myself and my objective to guide souls towards their spirtual growth.

do you think there was anything 'concrete' that changed? or some form of insight into the self which enable the awakening to begin again?

quite often, in lull states (which may last months or even years) it may not feel as much is changing, and yet the accumulation of experiences and undertandings can often be like the building of momentum (like the rising tide behind a dam wall), before there is the opening of the sluice gates into a new period of existence.

It feels incrediable to once again connected all as one/ It is an honour to interaact with you all and share my story, I feel like it is the right time to introduce myself.

greetings, and thanks for sharing your story with us all.

namaste