(06-29-2014, 01:33 PM)Bring4th_Plenum Wrote:(06-29-2014, 01:03 PM)Phoenix Wrote: A choice someone tried to force me into today I'm quite sure would have resulted in my death.
that sounds rough. Can you elaborate a bit more?
Basically. I have gone through a long lesson of having to learn the lesson about actually wanting to be a loving being and not shutting it down. When I decided not to be a loving being, my energy shut down, that's what I meant by death. I realise this seems very over- exaggerated. I think I have a bit of a narcissistic streak.
Really the problem has been that I have been very anxious. And this I have solved by wearing a crucifix as I summarised in the thread on ouiji boards. It is genuinely gone now. I can feel the entities wanting to get back in but they cannot.