What if you weren't a wanderer (or had to repeat 3D)?

[AnthroHeart]

I suppose to me it throws into stark relief how little the personality is in control. Since we have so little we actually know.

I leave this question up to the being I am between lives. Which is different to the one I currently am now. That way, there are no distractions and I can just do my best. Despite the confusion.

I wonder sometimes if we actually have the ability to deal with information such as 'am I on my life course'. There are plenty of times the higher forces have the ability to make things seem unfair and it seems on what justification are we deciding such things?

Does this relate to not being a wanderer, or being stuck in 3D?

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Would you be disappointed upon finding that you're an Earth native and have billions of years to go till Ra's density? That you won't be harvested with Ra or another social memory complex. That it might feel like you're starting over?

The "you" that you think will be disappointed is simply a mask your inner self dons. In other words, the question is framed from a perspective that simply would not ordinarily ask that question, let alone have a concept of disappointment or linear time.

I never figured that my larger self wouldn't have a concept of disappointment. I guess that's my higher self you are talking about. The higher self is probably always satisfied. Even when I ask for assistance that might go against it.

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In any case I'm going to enjoy walking the steps of light and feeling Creator's love and light. It may be hot like a sun, and the love of a thousand hugs as someone else puts it. But I'm going to faithfully take that walk.

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4th-density is boring, 5th-density is boring, 6th-density is boring. At least to me right now. I really don't care.

As long as I get to incarnate on planets like this one, I am happy.

I would truly be happier somewhere else. Work isn't as bad as it had seemed though. Perhaps I'm seeing it from a different perspective. But I have difficult choices to make in life.

If I got to incarnate on a planet that was harmonious (I think 100X more harmonious) I would be thrilled. If I were an anthro species, even more thrilled, particularly if I could remember my past lives. And if there were no fleas or flies. Just thinking about being an anthro brings me great fulfillment. It would probably be my greatest fulfillment, to be like in 5th density and picking my own body. That's a desire of mine. If 5th density is freer than 6th density, maybe I'll prefer 5th for some time. If I am correct Ra spent over a billion years in 5th density.

I wonder if 5th density is warm or hot. And 6th density when you're in the sun if you feel the sun's heat. And if it's energizing. I'll get there soon enough.

My grandma and great-grandma have already passed on to larger life. I'm a little jealous of them, but it was their time. They were ready to go.