07-05-2014, 04:15 PM
I felt bad for running over a snake, so killing a person, even accidentally would require major karmic rebalance. I did forgive myself for killing the snake though. Jesus had to die for karmic rebalancing. I'm not willing to go that far as suffering, though I would lay down my life if someone was going to kill me in a painless manner, like shoot to the head or something like that. But I have to work on my loving of others, even those who would kill me.