Wakeing up after falling back to sleep...

[Redwind]

Welcome to the forum. I too have trouble with Earth's energies, and feel like my home is somewhere else. I feel of either 5th or 6th density origination. It's good that you're tolerating the energies better now.

I am glad you shared your story. Pleased to meet you.

Keep in mind I'm 71 yrs.now so my reply will be how it is with me now but my waking up to myself and seeing life through eyes different than
life on the game board came gradually and I believe I was progressing
much too slow at one point..hence the introduction to my friend ....who said to me one night look in the sky, just there so I did and i saw 5 small points of something and just then I felt a motion in my head( for lack of a better description) a movement, then I found myself saying to these ships for the one I was looking at to move to the left then back again if you are who I think you are and they did. Now don't ask me why I said that because my self did not know but another Self of me asked and that is the logic I came up with as it felt right. I did not think how incredible it was no feeling about it only told my friend that if they would communicate it would be with the governments of this world not someone like me. You see part of me knows and was sitting on the edge of knowing consciously to an extent as I look back,so I was integrating all of it as well but I knew from early on I was living a double life as compared to others in my day to day life and never knew what to expect next and there were many years I lived in fear at night as well. Also I came from a fundamentalist christian background and was walking away from that as well...just clearing away the cobwebs that tended to surround me and I just focused on Jesus and reading Palms and Proverbs to get me through my teens and early twenty's.
I had no one I could talk to about all of this so I was on my own and as I see it now, it was best! You see going to my mother with one of my experiences landed me in the child psychologist office and even he was off base with his conclusion's but was right about one thing I needed Love,and I was normal. It bothered my mother so much but then years later I would find out why it did.
This seems to be very therapeutic for my self to off load this and reading it I seem to be gaining a new view or rather expanded view
of my life as it relates to Myself on this Gameboard.
I want to thank you for your kind words and energy and thank you for being here!

Drum till You become the Drum drumming
Barbara