07-12-2014, 07:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-12-2014, 07:30 PM by AnthroHeart.)
My study of the Ra material coincided with my first mental breakdown. They both happened around the same time. It certainly wasn't pleasant, although there were adorable aspects to it.
Most of my trouble mentally now happens from having to work. I actually enjoy my time off when I don't have to do anything. I don't even like working at home.
Yeah, I have some major resistance to the changes going on. Some inner turmoil. I spend a lot of time in bed, even if I'm not sleeping.
But Earth has its rewards. There are so many beings on the other side who are so eager to have a chance to incarnate on Earth. We were the select few who made it. We fought tooth and nail for a chance to incarnate. So it might seem hard while we're here. But we chose to be here, and eagerly so.
I think life will be easier when I retire. That is if it isn't a major pain then.
Most of my trouble mentally now happens from having to work. I actually enjoy my time off when I don't have to do anything. I don't even like working at home.
Yeah, I have some major resistance to the changes going on. Some inner turmoil. I spend a lot of time in bed, even if I'm not sleeping.
But Earth has its rewards. There are so many beings on the other side who are so eager to have a chance to incarnate on Earth. We were the select few who made it. We fought tooth and nail for a chance to incarnate. So it might seem hard while we're here. But we chose to be here, and eagerly so.
I think life will be easier when I retire. That is if it isn't a major pain then.
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