How I use the third-density illusion

[GentleReckoning]

You don't suddenly become more emotional from a desire to become more emotional.
You are simply un-repressing your natural reaction to life experience. Now, from the way you stated your desire, there is a desire to perhaps accentuate or flaunt your emotions which I applaud as this takes a certain amount of courage to be emotionally honest when it is often seen as a weakness in society.