Home Sickness

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Greetings,

I am new to these forums, and student of The Law of One. Finding the Law of One teachings in many ways felt like coming home... However, as of late I have been experiencing an overwhelming feeling of "home sickness". I have a very loving and supportive family, however I still feel home sick... And a bit isolated. I know the contrary to be true, and thought perhaps I should try finding a like minded spiritual community to become a part of. I have not been able to find a like minded community where I reside.

Is anyone else in a similar boat, or have experience with such feelings?

Thank you!

Much love and light to all.

Joy

Hello Joy (what a wonderful name!) and welcome to this forum!

You're definitely not alone! That's for sure.

First of all, here are some threads of similar subject:

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...e+sickness

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...e+sickness

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...e+sickness

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...e+sickness

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...e+sickness

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=6881

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...mesickness

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...ight=blues

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...ight=blues

You have some members here who are experiencing or have experienced the same thing.

My personal experience has been that it never worked to use my intellect or analytical mind in regards to home sickness. I used to have a very painful and intensive home sickness. I used to break down and cry for a "family" that I just knew was somewhere out there. I've read about "star seeds" and "travelers" and whatnot, but never considered myself to be one of them until I run into the Ra material. Ra turned my whole world upside down, for the good of course. And it was like for you, Ra intensified this feeling of loss, sorrow and missing my home and my family. It's like when Ra speaks, I *feel* each word. It speaks to me on all levels, and wakes something within me so deeply, that I used to cry each time when I read Ra.

Anyways, as I said, it never worked for me to intellectualize these feelings and experiences. But I have been able to share them in love and light in this place and with my closest ones. I think that this sharing is what helps most. Share, feel that pain, cry, share again. This forum for instance is an excellent place for doing it.

What eventually took away my home sickness, which I thought would never go away or disappear, is that I found joy of life. And I found love. Love that runs so deeply within me, that I wouldn't leave this planet even if the whole place was on fire. Joy of life that runs as deeply.

I wouldn't be so cocky as to state that I am completely "cured", but the love that I feel is so deep that I really do NOT want to leave either this life or this planet. On contrary, I am working with myself every day to become more and more one with people here, and to consider *this* place as my home.

I still remember my home though. I still miss my family. And I want to go back home, but only when I am done here. And that's a quite a difference and *progress* compared to when I joined this forum.

Good luck to you too!