How I use the third-density illusion

[third-density-being]

Hello Adonai One

I want to use this density for learning/teaching indefinitely as if I will never die.

You've bolded this sentence in your first post as it was your goal/aim/desire, but when You put thought to it, it is not. It is an expression which states planned activity (as behaviour and/or attitudes) but do not answers most important question - why? Why do You want this? Were You would like those activities/behaviours/attitudes to lead You?
Are You seeking to become "something else" or to sustain what You are now?

Aside from above I would like to write regarding the Catalyst, that when You choose to interact with it on effortless basis, You do not process it (as to understand, balance and integrate). I think that due to your approach You are experiencing your distortions but there's no Work input to balance them. It may cause to experience same distortions all over again in varied ways. At this point I am wondering at earlier mentioned/asked "Why" question.

For me personally it is absolutely OK if You want to pursue this path. Creator choosed to experience Him-Self infinitely with paramont distortion of Free Will. It means that Adonai One/Creator should do as He see fit to experience His Self in full. I am here to Support You Adonai One/Creator.


RA's Teaching are quite overwhelming when it comes to actual Free Will. We've learned that We have to make a Choice because there are two paths of evolving in this part of Creation. This itself may be quite depressing when You put enough thoughts to it - from perceiving infinity possibilities of Being/Becoming/Evolving, We were presented with only two paths. I feel sometimes that it "limits my infinitities" somehow - at least at the level of the Mind it narrows things down quite harshly.
On one hand We have Service to Others polarization and it will be our Beingness and our only desire in higher desities - RA once said that in Service to Other fourth density it is an act of will to take a break in serving Other-Selves to eat foodstuff. On the other hand We have Service to Self polarization where all worst that We can think of takes place. If You choose this path You can be sure, that You will be hurt mercilessly endless times (in higher densities of this polarization) until You Your-Self become merciless and will hurt even more cruelly to protect Self.
Neither of those paths is my first choice.


It is important to underline that Ra's Teachings may be used in both ways - Serving to Others or Self - in Positive and in Negative way. This knowledge enables Understanding that allows One to use efficently this Illusion and its Laws/Rules in any way One see fit. Paramount Free Will distortion is why it was acceptable for Ra in my opinion. Besides for Ra there are no mistakes as all is One.
This is also worth mentioning - RA's Teaching is "grasp of things" of late sixth density being whom is in quite different situation than We are here, right now. While We are using physical vehicle to gain experiences and to deepen our Polarization, RA is light/love and is/are no longer polarised - They are preparing to enter seventh density after successful harvest on this Planet (for Ra it's a blink of an eye time-frame - in our understanding of course - RA is/are beyond time). Now comparing Ra's Beingness with US, as We are experiencing Our-Selves in this moment (an access to Self that We curently have) is impossible for me - to authenticly compare.
Simplest logic suggest that to compare third density with sixth it would be like comparing first denisty to third. Following that logic to compare Ra to Us is same as to compare Us to Rocks (i.e. river or mountain rocks). But its too simply as both We and Ra have Self Aweraness and We are able to communicate. Still I think level of gap is quite well expressed it this imperfect comparison.
Keeping that in mind, I think it should be understood that this Wisdom has perspective of Being far more advance than We are and that We should integrate it into Our categories/ways of understanding rather than taking it too literally. Of course each statement requires great deal of thoughts but it is recommended in my opinion to "translate" this wisdom on/at/into Self - to Understand - rather than to memorize/hold on to words.

If You truly want to use this incarnation fully Adonai One, it is very important to do Work both in space/time and in time/space. I'm not sure if without balancing You may have an access to time/space part of your Self - or general to the time/space. Since Half of Our Selves is in space/time and other Half is in time/space, without an access to one of those "sides" of Illusiion, We are bounded by inarticualte and unseen relations/ties/links. Since We are veiled our position is even more "hopeless".
We are a Creator in cage Whom wanted to see how it is to be in the cage.

I seek to know a more dynamic creation; Not a quieter nor more orderous one. That is my offering to the creator: Not absolute compassion, serenity and peace but a compassion balanced with the wisdom that in order to live in a creation I enjoy, I must express myself as if I were an artist.

Higher the density, greater opportunity to do/find that. I've bolded statemet that is close to me

I'm not sure if practicing random catalyst martial arts is best way to achieve Progress. Because those are emotionals reactions to the catalyst - a way of fighting it, to oppose it, to deny its purpose. Nevertheless this is your Choice Adonai One/Creator and I will be Supporting You on your path.


Best I have in me for You.