07-24-2014, 08:32 PM
I've had similar issues. If you have any questions you are uncomfortable posting you can send me a PM and I'll answer the best I can.
The fear is natural. It can be painful feeling it all but your will feel more 'whole' once you have. It's a lot like exercising. You repeatedly beat yourself up and become stronger, and better from it. Just don't over-do it and then injure yourself (same problem athletes have).
As far as negative entities go: they are the symptom usually, not the cause. They make issues worse occasionally but there has to be an all-ready existing weakness. So in this regard the negative being will often times be your greatest teacher by pointing out your flaws. He's still a dick though so don't let him just do whatever he wants (I jest).
Lastly I would recommend you to always be aware, always analyze your beliefs. There are a lot of spiritual doctrines passed around which have no basis is fact/experience. A little faith is useful, but discernment will usually serve you better.
The fear is natural. It can be painful feeling it all but your will feel more 'whole' once you have. It's a lot like exercising. You repeatedly beat yourself up and become stronger, and better from it. Just don't over-do it and then injure yourself (same problem athletes have).
As far as negative entities go: they are the symptom usually, not the cause. They make issues worse occasionally but there has to be an all-ready existing weakness. So in this regard the negative being will often times be your greatest teacher by pointing out your flaws. He's still a dick though so don't let him just do whatever he wants (I jest).
Lastly I would recommend you to always be aware, always analyze your beliefs. There are a lot of spiritual doctrines passed around which have no basis is fact/experience. A little faith is useful, but discernment will usually serve you better.