i also would like to caution ; once you really start moving forward, and your mind and soul becomes aware and free of the societal clutches, you will 'feel' different and everyone around you will know it internally. they know it, because these changes are also solid changes in time/space.
a noticeable number of them may feel that youre being estranged from them, becoming 'strange', becoming distant or rebel, blasphemous, and so on. actually, any state of mind and feeling that will take you out of the herd consciousness will irritate the herd you left. they may have varying reactions towards your change, each of them may react differently. they may even pressure you to fit into norms.
such a journey is not for the one who is weak in resolve. if you are not ready to forfeit a lot of things, you shouldnt venture forth. your environment will change, people around you will eventually change, old ones replaced new ones unexpectedly coming into your life and so on.
of course, these are all only social repercussions. there is also the 'magical' facets and results of such a journey.
a noticeable number of them may feel that youre being estranged from them, becoming 'strange', becoming distant or rebel, blasphemous, and so on. actually, any state of mind and feeling that will take you out of the herd consciousness will irritate the herd you left. they may have varying reactions towards your change, each of them may react differently. they may even pressure you to fit into norms.
such a journey is not for the one who is weak in resolve. if you are not ready to forfeit a lot of things, you shouldnt venture forth. your environment will change, people around you will eventually change, old ones replaced new ones unexpectedly coming into your life and so on.
of course, these are all only social repercussions. there is also the 'magical' facets and results of such a journey.