08-03-2014, 07:38 PM
(08-03-2014, 06:46 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Yes, I believe Ra exists.
I've tried going inward, but it provided no answers.
I can't get deep in meditation, but only get anxiety
and a feeling of pressure.
Only rarely will a meditation be worthwhile.
In my humble opinion You should try to withstand those feelings of anxiety and pressure. If You would succeed, I wonder "where" it would lead You to? I mean If You would be able to overpass those feeling, what would "appear in You" than/next?
So often I'm reaching state of an "inner silence" and I hope to "hear" something, but I never do. I'll keep trying everyday to the end of my current existence, but if You have such feelings, I wonder if that's some kind of "inner event" that tries to "play out in front of your attention" - your "Conscious Self"?
I'm sorry for permitting myself for such suggestion - truth is that I do not know what do You feel nor what is your situation (as well "inner" as "outer"). But as far as I know, meditation is a way of looking within Self. If that gives You such feeling, than I am wondering what does it mean? That's all. If You "take away" meditation from your Self, than You do not have any other way to look inside of You - You becoming dependant on "outer" informations/sources alone.
One way or another I hope You will find your true Self eventually (in this existence - because You will surely find Your Self beyond it).
Take Good Care