Masturbation

[Aaron]

For me, it's the desire to experience genuine bonding with another. It's that post-orgasm bonding and unification that occurs as the energy sweeps through the green ray and above. There is a sacred space that is created... going to that sacred space where the Creator can be known/felt, with another, is what I want to experience.

Without a partner, it can be difficult for me to connect with the "correct" influxes of energy during the act. And by that I mean being positively polarized enough to connect personally with a positive entity or group.

Perhaps what is really driving me forward is the desire to experience unity, unity with the creation, the Creator, and with my soul group.

I do believe that this energy, if mismanaged, can create and strengthen unhealthy bonds with negative entities or thought-forms which seek to feed off one's energy. At my current stage, I'm learning how to replace these bonds with healthier, more positive ones.