Need a Break

[AnthroHeart]

I keep thinking thoughts of suicide, like I could drown myself in my bathtub. It would be so easy.

i doubt it would be "so easy"

i've read that it's nearly impossible to drown oneself (in the bathtub) bc of survival instincts kicking in the moment one begins drowning

I wouldn't really try. Just something I needed to get off my chest. I often ask God or my higher self to die. It's usually out of boredom and bad anxiety.

Xise, the biggest catalyst I've had in the past was having to grow up in a group home due to depression and other things. I have since forgiven myself for what I did to get there.