help!! advice please!!!!

[third-density-being]

I think it's best to accept that nothing is black and white. Than You can start to finding-your-Self in many different shades of gray.
We are imperfect and as once I was told, Love is not "because of something" but "despite" of this "something(s)".
Not-blocking someone on social network might be simply an overlook - or it just wasn't so important to Her as it was to You - therefore not "your amount of weight" was putted to it. Second case is "Opening Self" to/before You. It's not always "simply" or "quick" process. It's so individualized. I would not recommend clothing this in "simply/schematical categories" (truthfulness / lack of truthfulness) but as Unique and therefore Deeply Individualized Case/Occasion. Each Othe-Self is Unique. What You're experiencing with your Lady, You will never again experience with Anyone else. One of the life/existence time experience.
I would say that key is to differentiate at quite high/deep level in your Perception - so You would be able to actually See Her as She really Is.

Hope I didn't crossed any lines with above.


Best I have in me for You.