I am attempting to live indefinitely

[Adonai One]

I am writing this post as I feel called to. Months ago I made a self-respecting commitment in my magickal and balancing practice to only die when I consciously want to, not when environmental catalyst dictates.

I am attempting to imbue myself with so much compassion for myself and everything around me so that the necessary balanced is attained, so that I receive the necessary input of vital energy/intelligent energy (yes, pseudo-science) to pretty much become indefinite in my timespan of age.

I am 20 years old at the time of this post and my name is Immanuel Ortegeaux, my name at birth was Emanuel Ortego. I am self-respectfully committed to living at least 130 years old; So that I might prove the existence of the spirit and that happiness in the present moment leads to a long life; So that I might inspire general care for the self and then others in this self-love.

You'll find the oldest living people in recent times were very happy as well and had no stringent health plans: They just did what they wanted. I am going to take this to the next level.

Open this post 110 years from now and see if Immanuel Ortegeaux (Emanuel Ortego) is still living.

And I may just turn out to be a total farce. I am open to failure. I will not weep at failure. I am but a humble pseudo-scientist and perhaps a true scientist in society's eyes in the 22nd century.

I recognize this is pseudo-science. I recognize this is absurd. I have no dogma to offer. I just want to present a very patient and long-term miracle.

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