Depression?

[xise]

My hygiene has gone downhill as of late due to laziness.

Thank you Xise. I am curious about my deepest feelings and emotions. I like to be honest with myself.
Even if it's uncomfortable. Though it hasn't been that uncomfortable. It's been rather exciting, discovering
this part of myself. It makes me want to live to see another day. As long as I'm alive there's still hope
for a better tomorrow.

There is always hope brother, always. Believing in a better future in this life was essential to my self-healing and self-evolution.

You have the power to change your situation, even if you cannot see how. You are the Creator. Always remember that.