Tried Everything

[Adonai One]

If something pains you, be aware of it. I think that's all that is necessary: The acceptance of catalyst by becoming fully aware of it until peace is found.

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Having a balanced yellow-ray means that you are not suppressing any part of yourself especially towards others. The feeling of wanting more comes from believing not doing anything is unacceptable. This is still properly yellow-ray as it involves the expression of the self towards the self. One should be able to sit with themselves doing nothing while being at peace in joy if they are balanced.