Negativity and Polarity

[Adonai One]

I negatively polarize 1 out of 100 lives. I have parallel incarnations set up to where this occurs around twice every 100 years. There is usually the murder of countless people: it's a mess and karma no longer functions as a system in this regard.

I speak (or I could be delusional, insane) to the parts of me that are healing in this capacity and they have to simulate slaughtering millions disincarnately just to get basic stability in the desire to falsify by blood.


Karma for me is hopeless. Immediate forgiveness is my only sure method of stability macrocosmically. Parts of me, deep-down, balanced and restrained, really do not mind seeing tons of pain and experiencing it, and I accept it.