There is a problem that has come up for me during church service. I got a very strong thought to tell my fathers widow of his infidelity. I didn't quite, I nearly did but she says don't worry about whatever it is. Now the thought sort of fills my mind and I can't seem to 'do' anything else. So I may phone her. My impression is she wants to remain wilfully ignorant. (I don't know what to do here. I can I think get on with things without telling her. It is confusing.)
My feelings such as this have raised a lot since I ended contact with a friend that caused me a lot of anxiety.
When I try and look at the feeling of 'wrong'. It is an ongoing feeling of their not being enough of the Creators presence. But I don't mind working on that.
I think it is a petrifying fear of not doing things right. For instance, I feel I should tell this woman about her husband. I worry that if I don't do it then I am acting in a service to self manner.
My feelings such as this have raised a lot since I ended contact with a friend that caused me a lot of anxiety.
When I try and look at the feeling of 'wrong'. It is an ongoing feeling of their not being enough of the Creators presence. But I don't mind working on that.
I think it is a petrifying fear of not doing things right. For instance, I feel I should tell this woman about her husband. I worry that if I don't do it then I am acting in a service to self manner.