Jade, I took your advice with the messages. Two of them I needed to send for myself. They were about me. Another one that jumped into my head I did send but know it wasn't best to do so and said so. The other message was built on a semi conspiracy idea.
I have been experiencing this really severe problem for a while. If I don't do what I percieve to be positively 'polarised' then I get a feeling like a demon is bothering me. I get a sense of dread and fear. So I had three messages, when I didn't communicate / withdrew two of them I felt awful. Then I communicate the 'truth' and start to feel better. My theory on this is that when I am not positively polarised to quite an extent, I don't have protection and things bother me. With this case it may be that I was a little 'tricked' because one that was good and one that wasn't (?) both had the same sensations and feelings.
There may be more to this than this simple explanation.
The trouble is this fear is becoming quite constant. And seems to be extending even to when there is not anything obvious that is polarised. And I get anxiety (different from fear and dread) when I am properly 'polarised' and have done everything.
Oh well.
I really need to let go of all this and somehow relax and heal but a lot of these things keep getting in the way.
I have been experiencing this really severe problem for a while. If I don't do what I percieve to be positively 'polarised' then I get a feeling like a demon is bothering me. I get a sense of dread and fear. So I had three messages, when I didn't communicate / withdrew two of them I felt awful. Then I communicate the 'truth' and start to feel better. My theory on this is that when I am not positively polarised to quite an extent, I don't have protection and things bother me. With this case it may be that I was a little 'tricked' because one that was good and one that wasn't (?) both had the same sensations and feelings.
There may be more to this than this simple explanation.
The trouble is this fear is becoming quite constant. And seems to be extending even to when there is not anything obvious that is polarised. And I get anxiety (different from fear and dread) when I am properly 'polarised' and have done everything.
Oh well.
I really need to let go of all this and somehow relax and heal but a lot of these things keep getting in the way.