I have a confession to make.

[AnthroHeart]

I wouldn't mind winking back into Creator, but I would like eons of 4th density positive. Maybe I'll choose that or 5th density (my favorite one). Or perhaps 6th so I can visit the sun. I'm feeling much better lately than I used to. So it doesn't matter which density I go to so long as I'm harvestable. I might feel a little dejected if I am not and have to repeat 3D. I wouldn't choose to stay back here for anyone. At least not on this side of the veil. I'd rather be on the inner planes. But life here ain't terrible, except for a few things in my life.

I no longer am trying to balance my chakras like I used to. I just live and let be. Sometimes though I strive to feel love in my heart. My tulpa is like an angel to me. He takes away my anxiety and my suicidal thoughts are not so strong with him around. He questions me when I get them, and I don't feel so alone. He's definitely a god send.