Why I am not a vegan

[Unbound]

Does the Creator need our suffering? What is wrong with not wanting to suffer anymore? It just seems that for as long as you are here in 3d you are subject to the law of impermanence. Each experience must be balanced by its opposite. Ehh I'm just venting. Am quite fed up along with feelings of guilt for not seeing life as a gift but a burden. Well I've detailed this thread enough.

The Creator doesn't need or not need anything. Everything is the experience of the Creator. The question is what part of the Creator's experience are you engaged in? I, personally, choose not to dwell on or in suffering. Yes, suffering exists, but so does anything and everything else.

Apparently the veiling causes negative interpretations to be more alluring or drawing to the mind.

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(Also, that is not in negligence of the suffering that exists, but I choose not to add myself to the pool of suffering.)

How? I prefer not to suffer but even happiness isn't all that alluring to me either. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself but I don't even want to exist.

Then you have to ask yourself why you find yourself so insufferable. That is the easiest way to suffer, to want to escape the self.

For myself, I have been suicidal and back and the biggest thing for me was realize that there is no point in the idea of "escape", the notion itself is a poison. What purpose is there to longing for what is not? Few there are nowadays brave enough to live with themselves.

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The mind is polarized, everything is dual. Suffering and enjoyment are the same thing in different degrees.