Why I am not a vegan

[native]

Icaro! I feel that as well. It's a struggle to try to uplift others in true STO fashion and also live with the blindness that's around, looking continuously in a mirror to others who can't see . ( not talking about anyone here)

I have become much more self-accepting in the process. We kid ourselves about how loving and compassionate we think we are, if we saw the whole picture of our unconsciousness, then the deepest compassion would emerge.

Imo, you are far from denial. Maybe a bit overwhelmed by the breadth and depth of the darkness in this world?

It is quite overwhelming at times. Compassion is a feeling and I think we shut down our emotions and get caught in the mind constantly. So I really would like to work on sending positive emotion to others at all times. I equate beingness with emotion/feeling. In 16.50 Ra attempts to describe fourth density through words that are only able to approximate it. It's a state of pure joy where we're aware of the vibrations of each other.

And somehow we think we're going to get there by yelling and arguing with each other, through will and domination =/ It seems a necessary part of our own catalyst, to get over ourselves..and be in a place of pure love. So I think we're only just learning to activate our true color green ray body, and leave this third density nonsense behind. If we seek harmony and wish to create harmony, one must be harmony. A simple message we seem to always forget.

"64.4 The principle behind any ritual of the white magical nature is to so configure the stimuli which reach down into the trunk of mind that this arrangement causes the generation of disciplined and purified emotion or love which then may be both protection and the key to the gateway to intelligent infinity."