11-04-2014, 01:30 PM
Great action plan Kycahi,
I will attempt this. There is a limited "interface" window with them unfortunately,......usually when they want something. Perhaps I can slip it in when they are in that mode.
The 14 year old daughter is still "reachable". There is still a spark of conscience/consciousness there. Especially when away from the "negative" influence.
In fact, in the rare "one on one" moments we've had, she verbalized a very intuitive knowledge of what life is,.....very much paralleling the Law of One. I was STUNNED!!
I have never mentioned anything regarding this to her previously. When, during this conversation,...I brought up some of the major concepts of the Ra Material,...there was a "recognition" in her eyes. Not the usual "busy signal" we so often get if we speak of this to others.
Even more bizarre, was the reaction of the 17 year old son, upon overhearing our conversation,........It was as if the mere discussion taking place was an existential threat to him.
I have to watch my ego here,...But I think the difference between them may be that for half of the daughter's life, there was a stable, loving influence to offset the anger and chaos surrounding her.
However, by the time I came into their life, the older son's personality had already taken on the profile I speak of now.
Then throw in the general explosiveness of their relationship with Michele,.....I imagine this must feel pretty insecure for a child and young adult.
Thanks for allowing me this borderline vent session. You guys are the best!!
I will attempt this. There is a limited "interface" window with them unfortunately,......usually when they want something. Perhaps I can slip it in when they are in that mode.
The 14 year old daughter is still "reachable". There is still a spark of conscience/consciousness there. Especially when away from the "negative" influence.
In fact, in the rare "one on one" moments we've had, she verbalized a very intuitive knowledge of what life is,.....very much paralleling the Law of One. I was STUNNED!!
I have never mentioned anything regarding this to her previously. When, during this conversation,...I brought up some of the major concepts of the Ra Material,...there was a "recognition" in her eyes. Not the usual "busy signal" we so often get if we speak of this to others.
Even more bizarre, was the reaction of the 17 year old son, upon overhearing our conversation,........It was as if the mere discussion taking place was an existential threat to him.
I have to watch my ego here,...But I think the difference between them may be that for half of the daughter's life, there was a stable, loving influence to offset the anger and chaos surrounding her.
However, by the time I came into their life, the older son's personality had already taken on the profile I speak of now.
Then throw in the general explosiveness of their relationship with Michele,.....I imagine this must feel pretty insecure for a child and young adult.
Thanks for allowing me this borderline vent session. You guys are the best!!