STS polarization question

[Sabou]

Ah that makes sense... "a conscious repression of their more positive emotions". Because, I would have to assume that, though not always the case, it can be an easier task to polarize to STO or STS with the knowledge of such concepts as given through the LOO material. So for an entity consciously repressing positive emotions in order to polarize negatively it is strange that if they know they have the capability to have these positive emotions wherein does the desire to repress these positive emotions come from. I guess it can be said in where does an STO entity possess the desire to promote positive emotions, but if I remember correctly there is an innate bias in the universe to seek to the heart of positive polarization? So if there is no wrestling with themselves psychologically over their desire to create disharmony and separation does this just mean they still have these blockages dissuading them from the universal bias of STO but they are just much much deeper rooted than say, a serial killer who consciously battles with their psyche.