Chance meetings with potential wanderers who aren't awake

[Phoenix]

I have this close friend. When he phones me or is down is synchronistically when I get closer or do something significant with the Ra material. He just has the vibe about him that opens me up to it. From the point of view of a die hard new ager we might call this person 'asleep'. I can talk with him freely about god and he seems to angelically bring out the best in people. Is always forgiving. As I say, asleep, lustful, many 'sinful' habits. It's quite remarkable. But it doesn't sound quite right. I have the habit of idolising people. Infact I had a dream recently to break my friendship with him, but only because he is connected with someone else whom I have been guided away from, possibly, possibly not, it's all a bit confusing.