I'm in a similar situation to you in some ways since I had the 'feeling' to create a song that has the lines in it 'it's noon time in the bedroom of a layabout priest, he doesn't worship god, he worships the beast.' I also had VERY positive feelings when reproducing it. Although, perhaps as a hint when I went out busking it was the only song I didn't get any money for.
If I throw away this song, the 'channel' is disturbed. I find that any 'psychic ability' I might have doesn't distinguish massively. If there is a pattern out there in the world that is non positive, then it just becomes part of the channel then can't be removed. This is the same with David Wilcock and I've seen a few pretty obviously greeted q'uo readings.
I haven't found what to do about this but 'disturbing' the channel doesn't help.
If I throw away this song, the 'channel' is disturbed. I find that any 'psychic ability' I might have doesn't distinguish massively. If there is a pattern out there in the world that is non positive, then it just becomes part of the channel then can't be removed. This is the same with David Wilcock and I've seen a few pretty obviously greeted q'uo readings.
I haven't found what to do about this but 'disturbing' the channel doesn't help.