Breaking out of shame with the help of the Law of One, Michael Teachings, and the Enn

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Dear Questioner, I am extremely pleased with myself that I read this post of yours. It is filled with such poignancy, joy and beauty at the same time that it pulled me to an exalted plane of being. Thanks for providing me that experience with your post.

It's not that the parents dined at a luxurious feast of loving mutuality from which the children were excluded. The parents also starved, because that food of love was not on their own table either. It was in the buffet of life, but the parents didn't scoop up that satisfying food and fill their plates with it. Spiritually, the parents scooped up the soggy, bitter, tasteless old leftovers. They didn't even see the good food was available, or maybe someone told them it didn't taste good, or maybe the parents were on their own STS austerity diet to gain power by omitting love from their diet.

Beautifully crafted.

In my own case, this lifetime will never include my experiencing a sense of my mother's unconditional positive regard, acceptance, moral support and encouragement.

Deeply poignant.

The closest well is bone dry, but the life-sustaining flow of God's love is in other rivers, in the rain and in the fruits that trees have used to package water, all there for me to enjoy. I do not have to remain thirsty for the rest of my life.

A most wonderful and exquisite description of the blessed hope in you.

I am sure that the love of many in these forums is with you as well. I leave you with this wonderful quote of Ra in connection with your reference to the STS sabotaging technique of shame on STO entities. This comes from session 19 -

Those truly helpless are those who have not consciously chosen but who repeat patterns without knowledge of the repetition or the meaning of the pattern.