Hello everyone

[Radical_New]

Hello everyone! I am from Malaysia! and I am guessing like everyone here, that inner feeling of being out of place resonates within us. I have had this feeling for a long time already, I think ever since I was a small child, I am 30 years old now, and four years ago the Creator sent me a Guru that opened my eyes to the 'real' word, and the illusion I was living in. I have tried everyday since then to do my best to make my way out of it, at times I find myself falling into a well of darkness as I cant find people that can actually understand the things I am going through, even though if they are in the same meditation group.
I know we are all going through evolution, but that feeling of wanting to go home, or to be understood is so deep, it gets me real down at times. Intellectually though, I understand I am in an illusion, though I am mentally, or spiritually, still find it so difficult to break these fake walls.
I have not finished reading the Law of One yet, I have just started actually, if this was a few years ago I probably would have run away from this book, but my spirit within me is tingling with the sense that I am on the right path.

Anyhowwwwww, I just want to say hi. I guess I am a wanderer, I have to actually read the book to know where I stand, I am truly happy, to meet other people whose mentalities, spirits are vibrating on the same level, for today I do not feel so alone. Thank you!