Viewing the World Enlightened

[AnthroHeart]

I think once I opened up to enlightenment of the heart, but I couldn't handle it. It was too much love.

On a magic mushroom trip, I tried to open myself totally to intelligent infinity but got scared. It felt like I was going to lose who I am, which I rejected at the time. Now the cycle must repeat until the next window of opportunity.

I know exactly how that feels, though it was due to schizophrenia opening me up rather than a drug.