The Wounder Healer Archetype

[AnthroHeart]

I guess I never attracted that kind of life. No relationships, no children. Outside my job and business, I have a good amount of free time. I get plenty of sleep, and time to meditate, and spend with my 2 dogs. I do feel tired because of the changes in energy, but I wouldn't say exhausted. I live in the country so I don't deal with the problem of traffic, have a clear night sky, etc.

We each attract different kinds of lives. It seems I don't have the type of catalyst that you are exposed to. Perhaps my soul didn't need the same kind of catalyst. I am not sure. I am still very much grateful for the awareness that has been brought to me.

-GW

It is like wanting to meditate with a screaming 3 year old pulling your hair because you are not playing smash the creation.

The challenge is then to find the balance between being and doing. Not an easy task in todays busy busy busy busy busy busy busy world. Even the act of reclining in ones backyard is busy... the car sounds from the freeway, the neighbors conversing uproarsly next door... the bus driver lady who is warming up the bus... the kids screaming in the pool (if they are your offspring attention is required)... all of this is busyness. It takes focus and fortitude to tune it all out--- and then there are the children that may or may not be your offspring... now that is something that requires continous doing. Being fully on task fully present and constantly scanning possible potentials for deadly mayhem. It is just exhausting to continuously be doing. Now being on the other hand is a space of sacred creation with focus and the all that is in the background melting into to the nothingness that it really is. This is a state of being. Not compatible with the doing required of being a parent. LOL