The Dream Thread

[outerheaven]

i think that's so messed up that you got disturbing dreams at such a young age. i can't imagine why a loving creator would allow that. things like that, & all the disturbing things that happen in this reality, make it so hard for me to believe that the one infinite creator, who we are, is solely a loving being behind the illusion/veil. i think it's abundantly clear that the creator(destroyer) is half light & half dark - half loving & half evil.

i don't recall any dreams from my childhood but i'd frequently get told that i would sit up in my sleep for long periods & that i would laugh a lot. but in my adult years i've had so many nightmares & i still get them on a regular basis. i just had nightmare scenes last night. in one scene i was looking in the mirror & one of my eyes wasn't there - all i could see was the white part of it. & in another part the sea-level was rising rapidly & i was feeling so much terror & feeling certain that i was about to be swept away by a tsunami.

aw man, I don't want my dreams to make anybody feel like that, haha :/  interesting take, though.

I don't see it as anything the creator allowed me to suffer, rather I see it as something I had to experience and work off myself -- I think, maybe, part of my challenge in this lifetime included temptations from the negative polarity. seems like there's been a lot.

I suppose you're right, that the creator is half loving/half evil. but I also think that at the higher levels, the import we put in those value judgements kind of melts away. it's hard for us to see it now, but I think once removed from the illusion, we'll have a different perspective on it. until then, here we are, experiencing the minutiae of a specific energy wavelength and its workings, and on top of that we have to languish in this human-created society which is a whole other beast, and life can seem very painful and stressful and awful. it's easy to feel abandoned.

who knows though ...