The Dream Thread

[Minyatur]

i think that's so messed up that you got disturbing dreams at such a young age. i can't imagine why a loving creator would allow that. things like that, & all the disturbing things that happen in this reality, make it so hard for me to believe that the one infinite creator, who we are, is solely a loving being behind the illusion/veil. i think it's abundantly clear that the creator(destroyer) is half light & half dark - half loving & half evil.

i don't recall any dreams from my childhood but i'd frequently get told that i would sit up in my sleep for long periods & that i would laugh a lot. but in my adult years i've had so many nightmares & i still get them on a regular basis. i just had nightmare scenes last night. in one scene i was looking in the mirror & one of my eyes wasn't there - all i could see was the white part of it. & in another part the sea-level was rising rapidly & i was feeling so much terror & feeling certain that i was about to be swept away by a tsunami.

aw man, I don't want my dreams to make anybody feel like that, haha :/  interesting take, though.

I don't see it as anything the creator allowed me to suffer, rather I see it as something I had to experience and work off myself -- I think, maybe, part of my challenge in this lifetime included temptations from the negative polarity. seems like there's been a lot.

I suppose you're right, that the creator is half loving/half evil. but I also think that at the higher levels, the import we put in those value judgements kind of melts away. it's hard for us to see it now, but I think once removed from the illusion, we'll have a different perspective on it. until then, here we are, experiencing the minutiae of a specific energy wavelength and its workings, and on top of that we have to languish in this human-created society which is a whole other beast, and life can seem very painful and stressful and awful. it's easy to feel abandoned.

who knows though ...

i think i understand what you mean...& i think you're right. if i'm understanding you correctly, you're saying the reality probably is that the one infinite identity/creator/destroyer is half evil & half loving - but from the other side, at the higher levels, evil may not seem so evil...maybe from there it just seems necessary, entertaining, & maybe even funny. but like you said who knows though. it's a fun thing to ponder but also kinda scary since there's a very real possibility that evil is just plain evil from the other side too & that we could be (half) that infinitely with no way out. the creator's infinite existence could be akin to a never-ending nightmare...i guess that's better than not existing at all though.

Some quotes of the Thoth's emerald tablets I find insightful on this.

The Key to Above and Bellow

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The consciousness below thee is ever-expanding 
in different ways from those known to thee. 
Aye, it, though in space-time below thee, 
is ever growing in ways that are different from 
those that were part of the ways of thine own. 
For know that it grows as a result of thy growth 
but not in the same way that thou didst grow. 
The growth that thou had and have in the present 
have brought into being a cause and effect. 
No consciousness follows the path of those before it, 
else all would be repetition and vain. 
Each consciousness in the cycle it exists in 
follows its own path to the ultimate goal. 
Each plays its part in the Plan of the Cosmos. 
Each plays its part in the ultimate end. 
The farther the cycle, the greater its 
knowledge and ability to blend the Law of the whole.

The Space Born

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Know, O man, that Light is thine heritage.
Know that darkness is only a veil. 
Sealed in thine heart is brightness eternal, 
waiting the moment of freedom to conquer, 
waiting to rend the veil of the night.

Secrets of Secrets

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Darkness and light are both of one nature, 
different only in seeming, 
for each arose from the source of all. 
Darkness is disorder. 
Light is Order. 
Darkness transmuted is light of the Light. 
This, my children, your purpose in being; 
transmutation of darkness to light.

From the way I see this, the void is infinite darkness but out of this darkness emerges consciousness that with time transmute into Light. The infinite darkness is infinite potential to become infinite Light. Without darkness there would be no light because Light/Love are the answers brought forth by evolution out of the darkness of disorder. 

Infinite Disorder is the beginning of all things and Infinite Order is the end of all things. That's how I view intelligent infinity, the end of all paths and being such it cannot really remove all darkness as it would not be anymore.