Breaking out of shame with the help of the Law of One, Michael Teachings, and the Enn

[Confused]

But here's the hell of it: if the original pain was never dealt with, then our floating awareness re-enters our body's time-stream at the experience of the original pain. It seems to me that perhaps, when the mind tries to escape the body's existence in space/time, if there's a hole in space/time from a previous escape than the mind/spirit will be sucked right back in to plug the previous hole.

A very powerful post Q. Much makes sense now in terms of my life itself. You are strengthening me to walk the highroad of faith and empowerment. Thank you.

But I did find the above highlighted passage slightly esoteric. Can you explain on that further?