The Dream Thread

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The night before last, my entire dream time had 'last day' vibes...like it was my last day of school. In one part this lady handed me a paper to sign & she asked, "Are you signing in or out?" I said, "Out." then she said, "I'll really miss you." Then in the next scene I was heading home, on a bus with a friend, & we started levitating while feeling ecstatic about a mission accomplished. The whole dream I felt so happy that it was the last day & not sad at all. When I woke up from that one it made me think, "Carla will be leaving us today - on April Fool's day." I never met her but I felt/feel very close/connected to her mainly bc I've been reading her blog daily for years now & bc of listening to episodes of the 'In The Now' show & also bc she's made it into a handful of my dreams. I did a lot of transcribing for an 'In The Now' show one day, in which I only transcribed Carla's words, & then that night I dreamed this:

last night i dreamed i was seeing a bloody wound, up-close, for what felt like many hours. i was seeing it trying to heal but it was losing the battle.

Last night I had a feeling she was gone & it proved to be almost impossible for me to sleep & my head was hurting & headaches are something I get next-to-never. I thought it was really interesting that I didn't dream a bit last night bc that is also something that happens next-to-never. My not dreaming makes me think I was busy visiting with her on the other side. I hope I get to see her in a dream again sometime soon.

RIP, Carla.