I feel consciousness getting lighter

[TetrisMcKenna]

Went vegetarian recently too. Meditation has gotten really intense, lots of mystical experiences, in fact I've had to cut down on meditation time just because it's so stimulating (and admittedly, slightly scary...). In fact I can feel some sort of shift happening right now, I don't know what it is.

Yeah, I remember your thread. Do you have any ecstatic, mystical experiences?

Mainly during recent meditation I've been getting a sense of this 3d reality losing its grip, like the whole thing is just going to fall away. It's intense and an irrational fear pulls me out of the state. I've also been getting intense deja vu on a sort of cosmic scale.