Simultaneity, regarding the OIC's origins

[VanAlioSaldo]

I don't see it as a beginning either, more like another step in the fractal that is the Universe.

I actually had the same thought regarding why the Creator, being infinite, lacked knowledge of self.  Its why, specifically, I seek not a primordial container, but explanation of What Specifically I, The Creator, Am made of, or more, what the substance of that primordial plenum was that comprises the Creator.

This mystery is in my mind, the literal mystery the Creator seeks to know.  Why and How Am I?  But in the process, why not learn, enjoy, and Love?

I like the way our Creator went about things

Hmm, well to me the idea that the Creator is "made" of anything doesn't make any sense to me. According to Ra, love and light came out of the Creator, so those cannot be its natural state. By the way it is expressed, Intelligent Energy appears to be the only substance in existence which is the kinetic expression of the potential within Intelligent Infinity.

What is the 'substance' of Intelligent Infinity? I think the question is confused. Substance is something that is a fractal or subset of Intelligent Infinity and thus I believe existence actually occurs before there is in 'substance'. I don't think the Creator is 'made' of anything, I believe it to be pure, absolute potential from which all energy is made kinetic. Thus, the Creator takes up no space, but neither is it nowhere because it IS those things.

Substance was the best word I could figure to use, but its a problem of semantics.  I'll conceptually refer to it as a paradoxance because you're right, and you basically describe another manner that doesn't help explain but demonstrates Simultaneity.  And I have been too

I want to figure, what was before the Original Thought.  Where were we birthed from?

I ask this in thought of consciousness existing from macro to micro with a singular link.  Say us and our cells are alive.  I know cells are closer to 2D and have yet to grow a depth of self awareness.  But if they could, and they didn't know they all made up one being.  Would that One Being's desire to know its origin extend to the many that made it up?  Would that possibly imply that the One Infinite could be the first macro but also a Micro of another Macro that created it?
We have an idea of a plenum or void that was always present.  What made it possible to coalesce the Original Thought and the Creator?

In my mind, and this is purely speculation.  I think the primordial plenum/void is correct in a sense, that it is its own Being expanding in a similar way the Creator made Love and Light perform, in that it coalesced a vastness within itself to formulate a focus of itself.  I don't mean to sound heretical or anything here.  I'm just looking for feedback, but wouldn't that first focus of creating a thought be the actual first distortion?  The stuff that makes up the Creator, is that not the first and Source Being?

I ask because I am grateful.  For all of this.  If there is a true Core or Source to give Love back to, Id like to add it to my LoveList.