Meditation

[Dani]

2015 will be both as busy and restful as ever.

How so? :-)

Because my years are the same always, except 2012 and 2013 were different. But most of my life has been the same. I don't expect it to change.

I hope that all of you are having a nice year so far.  

Things have been improving in some ways. For example, I am employed through my family's business and travel with my sister driving. 

Unfortunately, there are still some issues that I encounter such as occasional depersonalization or an overwhelming lack of awareness or feeling. 

This usually comes with a lot of drainage or blockage of cerebrospinal fluid. 

Physical exertion and a lot of stimulation or stress takes an enormous amount of effort and pulls an incredible amount of energy from me, which is becoming more of an issue now despite the fact that exercise used to be easier and I could "filter out" stress by not hearing it through a lack of awareness over the past few years. 


Meditation has been helpful most of the time instead of causing seizures or much pain, which is fortunate.  
However, because of headaches and issues with my body and mind, this life will always have increasing struggles. 

As always, I'm concerned about health issues that I encounter. 
Although I'm facing this alone in a physical sense, I'm very grateful for the support I've had here. 

As I look back on those who have commented here, I'm happy to have had people who took time out of their lives to help me however they could.
Thank you, everyone.  <3