Minimally Harvestable

[Minyatur]

I do not place blame, neither on myself nor on anybody else. It is the work of accepting myself that has brought me to all of these elements of myself which needed to be accepted. It hasn't been easy to accept these things about myself, I assure you. I believe that our light and our dark need to be accepted. It has been challenging on both ends.

I do not know how to explain it to you in a way you will understand because it seems you as an individual have no desire for responsibility, purpose or such apparent restrictions. As you would say, and I would as well, this is perfectly well, all is well. Rather, I do not know how to show you or express that the path I am on is one consciously, intentionally chosen. I am not subject to the whims of any other than myself. I know it is an 'act' of the Creator, I know it is an illusion, I know I don't 'have' to do it, or anything for that matter.

The point is that I am choosing. I could certainly repeat along-side you all the same platitudes, but why would I if that is not my focus? Accepting that all is well, everything is perfect, doesn't mean the end of life and experience. Perhaps it is rather that you do not understand why someone would so choose to apparently explore this avenue.

I would say that you look like a "mirror" unto my past so I wouldn't say I don't understand. We all have our own responsabilities which we create.

I choose not to not remember because I take not responsability, it is because the veil has it's own purpose.

Well you may find it interesting to consider that I am quite sure I was born with only a 'partial' veil, as I remembered much from very young.

With how much you say you remember that seems not supprising. We sound alike yet we are here working on different things.