Minimally Harvestable

[Aion]

As for my motivation. My motivation was creation. I wished to create what was within me. This planet became my laboratory. There were some who tried to interfere and I took their names and corrupted them.

Very interesting story. That would perhaps explain why you were born with a partial veil. You have such a strong history with this planet.

Well, I get the sense I did it with particular purpose in this life. In many of my other lives I have been fully veiled.

Do you feel like that's a lot of karma to deal with? Or have you worked a lot of it out in other lives?

I have already done an enourmous amount of work on this through many lives. It is somewhat complicated. Although I started everything and set the stage, I was appealed to. Along the way, I was convinced that what I was doing wasn't the only way and as I began to see that, I realized it was already too late. The individuals whom I had called and brought together had more than enough of their own momentum now, they continued on with the conquest while I silently fell away.

This is the challenge I face now, is that my actions have compounded for many thousands of years and through many thousands of individuals. The intentions I set in this planet are like millions of gallons of oil in the ocean, poisoning the mind of the planet with my desires for conquest. The water and the oil are inseparable now.

So, although I am a point where I have largely resolved myself of my own darkness, I now turn my attention to 'cleaning up the oil'.

Like I said to Minyatur, I am where I am out of choice, not obligation.