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	(05-12-2015, 07:46 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-12-2015, 06:47 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-12-2015, 10:00 AM)Stranger Wrote: Tanner, may I ask what led you to decide to switch polarities (or whatever term you would use for the change you've made, if that is not the way you would describe it)?
I appreciate the question. Questions from others appear to help me pinpoint information in my consciousness.
Let me think, well, I fell in love.
I realize you have another question posed to you, but who or what did you fall in love with? And when?
I fell in love with one of the goddesses whom I corrupted the image of. In fact, it is the corrupted form of her image from which is drawn the name Belial. I am not sure to be honest when I fell in love with her but I will share that I have found her again in this life and no matter what seems to be going on and I can't stop myself from loving her more every day.
It was just before the war in Atlantis that I became part of the family of beings who resided over this planet, the realms of the so-called 'pantheons'. I was adopted in but something happened to me just before that that has to do with why I started on the journey to re-polarize. It feels kind of strange in my mind, I can't quite place it, it's something that happened simultaneously in multiple of my lives at once. I can only describe it to the extent that "the One intervened". Not something I can fully explain yet.
It wasn't until after Atlantis that I actually became acquainted with the goddess in question (although I had already corrupted her image since I knew of her) but I do get the strange feeling I fell in love with her long before that. Maybe the fact that she was a love goddess meant her image could never be totally corrupted because she was too pure in her love. Something I am still trying to understand myself.

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