05-13-2015, 03:58 AM
(05-13-2015, 03:49 AM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-12-2015, 07:46 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-12-2015, 06:47 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-12-2015, 10:00 AM)Stranger Wrote: Tanner, may I ask what led you to decide to switch polarities (or whatever term you would use for the change you've made, if that is not the way you would describe it)?
I appreciate the question. Questions from others appear to help me pinpoint information in my consciousness.
Let me think, well, I fell in love.
I realize you have another question posed to you, but who or what did you fall in love with? And when?
I fell in love with one of the goddesses whom I corrupted the image of. In fact, it is the corrupted form of her image from which is drawn the name Belial. I am not sure to be honest when I fell in love with her but I will share that I have found her again in this life and no matter what seems to be going on and I can't stop myself from loving her more every day.
It was just before the war in Atlantis that I became part of the family of beings who resided over this planet, the realms of the so-called 'pantheons'. I was adopted in but something happened to me just before that that has to do with why I started on the journey to re-polarize. It feels kind of strange in my mind, I can't quite place it, it's something that happened simultaneously in multiple of my lives at once. I can only describe it to the extent that "the One intervened". Not something I can fully explain yet.
It wasn't until after Atlantis that I actually became acquainted with the goddess in question (although I had already corrupted her image since I knew of her) but I do get the strange feeling I fell in love with her long before that. Maybe the fact that she was a love goddess meant her image could never be totally corrupted because she was too pure in her love. Something I am still trying to understand myself.
In the above statements, you are saying that you were being initated to the pantheon that ruled the planet? and as this was commencing, the one intervened? The goddess you speak of being corrupted by your own vision, and this goddess pertaining to the icon of love? Seems like you corrupted/undermined your own love.